Confusing & sad

Well today was a confusing day. Funerals are not my piece of cake.
It's good if they're good... but well... it is just too sad and all.
Especially if you're having a really bad been there done that got the t-shirt feeling.
We've already been through this, I took all the crap last year.
So now you're not gonna put my best friend through the same.
It is just not fair!