Don't know
And today was the break down. It was just too much.
Work has been hell lately. Way too much to do, having to take over for my coworker who is in pregnancy leave. Contract negotiations that were downright awful. Getting used to a new life. I can do a lot but I can not do everything. So this morning I decided not to take a look at my to do list. Just do whatever I felt I wanted to do. I went to the store to get cookies for the office. Drank coffee and just did some small finance stuff. I just couldn't deal with the stress any more.
I do not know what I am going to do tomorrow. I hate that I almost fell asleep at the dinner table this evening. I am just not functioning anymore outside of my work. Too tired. Too worn out. I am not looking forward to seeing friends anymore, because I am too tired to listen to them.
I just don't know anymore.
Work has been hell lately. Way too much to do, having to take over for my coworker who is in pregnancy leave. Contract negotiations that were downright awful. Getting used to a new life. I can do a lot but I can not do everything. So this morning I decided not to take a look at my to do list. Just do whatever I felt I wanted to do. I went to the store to get cookies for the office. Drank coffee and just did some small finance stuff. I just couldn't deal with the stress any more.
I do not know what I am going to do tomorrow. I hate that I almost fell asleep at the dinner table this evening. I am just not functioning anymore outside of my work. Too tired. Too worn out. I am not looking forward to seeing friends anymore, because I am too tired to listen to them.
I just don't know anymore.
posted by One other dream at 3.7.08
2 Comments:
May be a little discussion with your boss that taking on two jobs is not possible in the available time. Then make a list of what you can do (or the accounts) and have him distribute the remaining responsibilities under your co-workers so that you all share the workload of your pregnant colleague. And yes, a working life means less social life during the week. Went with Jelleke and Joost to a concert of Matt Costa in Utrecht on a monday evening. Never to be repeated as I could hardly lift a finger on tuesday, and we only stayed on until 10 o'clock. Same went for Jelleke and I know there is an age difference but....
(not your) daddy
wha! he should say!
maargoed, like I told him too, take good care of yourself because there is only one of you and although you feel bloody responsable to keep the enire company running it is not just your job! And hey I like you! I need you to come out alive AND FUNCTIONING ;)
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