Why don't you jump?

Well today after a two and a half week email silence, my tutor emailed me.
If I could show up tomorrow, and have written my next chapter.
Eh NO! I can show up. I'll rearrange my schedule, because otherwise we will not see each other for another two weeks. But No I haven't written anything.
Because the book is hard. And we haven't discussed my last two chapters yet. And no, because well a lot of reasons...
It feels like when he jumps, I should jump right with him. But I am ready to jump, but at least give me a two weeks notice. And why doesn't he jump at all?
I feel like a circus animal.