Cheating

Last night I dreamed I cheated on my boyfriend. I kissed with some guy, and a lot of people had noticed and told me...
I think I had the dream just before 8 a.m. And I woke up at 1 p.m. still felling guilty about it.
It was one of those continous dreams where you wake up, fall asleep again and the dream continues. Well it continued with me felling guilty guilty guilty.. as hell....
I could never cheat on him and tell him or not tell him. Of that I was sure when I finally woke up.
Now I am just dissapointed I went through all this guilt without even having any kind of pleasure.
At least when you cheat, it must have been nice... But all this was in a dream... only the guilt was real...