Barely good

Well when your kidneys are failing and you're on dialysis that is hardly good news.
But when your liver isn't functioning and doctors are not sure it will ever function again.... It's like giving up and saying your goodbyes.
I guess I will just wait. I can hardly get my mind around it. The only relieve is that you have wanted this. Well more or less.. in a way... think you planned it differently... Still it is hard to grasp.