In doubt

There were a couple of things I never doubted about myself. I never doubted I was smart, I could analyse and I could write.
Needless to say my graduation professor has made me feel so incredibly stupid I feel I cannot do any of those things anymore.
I do not know how he does it, but man.. do I never want to see him again.
Unfortunately tomorrow I have another appointment.
I handed in half a paper, for something I know I could have done when my selfesteem wasn't sub zero. But now... I think I am just waiting for him to burn it down.
And that is not something I am looking forward to.