Mediocre

I think the most difficult thing about graduating is that I feel it isn't good enough.
I feel what I am writing is mediocre. And for some reason I just do not see how I can improve what I am doing. So I just crawl forward. So there is no improvement, no learning proces, no bars to hold on as a guideline. I think that is what's bothering me the most. The hopelessness of it al.
It leads to nowhere. And it's mediocre.....