13 March 2008

Am I boring now?

Well actually it takes me a lot of patience to get used to actually having a job.
I can handle the getting up at 7.30 am or the 20 minutes later when I decide to snooze.
I can handle the getting to work with all the other people (actually I meet a lot of old friends coming back from work cycling across the campus)
But I can't handle the... I am having a great evening, finally some me time... finally being all by myself (don't you start the song now :)) and tomorrow it's 7.30 again.
I have a hard time getting used to the freedom of the evening and the obligatory schedule of the day. I feel trapped. I know rationally that this is the way things are about to happen. One should have a job...(something about sharing the burden of having a job I guess) otherwise you're not suited for society. On the other hand I feel i am not suited for my friends anymore, who do not have jobs.
As I guess I started... it takes me a lot of patience.....
A lot of patience....

Job

I can has Job.....
that was the title of another blogpost I read today.
But it was exactly how I felt. I can has job. At first I was stunned that someone in this whole wide world would offer me a job. Some people who would actually think I was qualified for actually doing something. (as a fellow philosophy student today told me: that it what our study does to us... first it takes your self esteem and then it takes your job opportunities)
But hell... some people thought I was qualified. Today I know I am qualified. Probably over qualified... I started to get bored....
But maybe I am just a spoiled brat... All my life I have been doing thing I liked. That was my philosophy: just do the things you like. But as it turns out... working is sometimes doing things you do not like... bummer... tomorrow might be better... might not be....suck it up...
So i guess as they had told me I can do anything I like in my job. I just have to figure out what I want... (if you want to put your fingers on my weak points.... there you have it)
So monday I am going to talk about my job :) That will do...
( for some evil reason it made my day my linkedin network was bigger then our account manager's.. does this make me evil? :))
All right and what officially made my day was that I saw 4 deers running and hopping away while I was on my way to work. So work has got it's strongpoints.