Don't know

And today was the break down. It was just too much.
Work has been hell lately. Way too much to do, having to take over for my coworker who is in pregnancy leave. Contract negotiations that were downright awful. Getting used to a new life. I can do a lot but I can not do everything. So this morning I decided not to take a look at my to do list. Just do whatever I felt I wanted to do. I went to the store to get cookies for the office. Drank coffee and just did some small finance stuff. I just couldn't deal with the stress any more.
I do not know what I am going to do tomorrow. I hate that I almost fell asleep at the dinner table this evening. I am just not functioning anymore outside of my work. Too tired. Too worn out. I am not looking forward to seeing friends anymore, because I am too tired to listen to them.
I just don't know anymore.